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| This one is worth your time! | | ♥ The Basics ♥ | | Full Name:: | Erik Tasker | | Birthdate:: | 09/08/1987 | | Age:: | 18 | | Hair Color:: | red | | Eye Color:: | hazel | | Height:: | 5'6" | | Number of Siblings:: | none | | Lives With:: | parents | | ♥ Would You Rather ♥ | | Get a dozen roses or just one:: | it's the thought that counts | | Have 5 close friends or lots of good friends:: | 5 close friends | | Live in the City or the Country:: | city | | Have a romantic picnic or a nice dinner out:: | as long as it's with the person I care about, I don't care | | Sit at home and watch movies with the one you love or go out on a date:: | whatever they want | | Sleep in or stay up late:: | stay up late | | ♥ Your Lasts ♥ | | Kiss:: | romanticly? I don't remember | | Hug:: | a couple nights ago. Smiley | | Person that said I love you:: | this would probably almost alwasy have the same answer: my mom | | Person person you told I love you to:: | right back at the aforementioned lady! | | Instant Messaged:: | Dave | | Text:: | no one | | Called:: | Kaitlin | | Hung out with:: | Dave and Jordan | | Had sex with:: | no one | | Slept in the same bed with:: | Damien, hehe... | | Went out to dinner with:: | Kaitlin, kinda? | | Went out to lunch with:: | hmm.... Alex, haha, every day | | Had breakfast with:: | Dave and Jordan... Herr Bagel rocks | | Person who tickled you:: | probably Lily, haha | | Called you:: | "Home" | | Text you:: | no one | | Bought you something:: | MY PARENTS HOLY CRAP | | Cooked for you:: | myself, straight up sea dogs fries! | | Did something fun with you:: | the boys, drivin with the top down | | Ask you out:: | HAHAHA..... nope | | Break up with you:: | and only... no need to bring up the past | | Drive you somewhere:: | my dad, cuz I didn't want to drive | | Told you a secret:: | Kaitlin... were there any secrets there? | | Last time you drank: | I don't drink... but non-alcoholic, a couple hours ago | | ♥ Have You Ever ♥ | | Drank:: | nope | | Had Sex:: | nope | | Smoked:: | nope | | Had sex with just a friend:: | nope | | Had a one night stand:: | nope | | Drank something and you didn't know what it was:: | yes, once, but I thought I knew what it was | | Been on a date:: | yep | | Been arrested:: | nope, I guess pretty close though | | Been cheated on:: | nope | | Done Drugs:: | nope | | Stole Something:: | nope | | Kiss the same sex:: | my dad? haha | | ♥ Which Friend is ♥ | | The tallest:: | Ace | | The shortest:: | Alan | | The oldest:: | Tristen | | The youngest:: | Shelly, haha | | The funniest:: | Damien | | The one you've known the longest:: | Jordan | | Living the closest to you:: | Jamie | | Living the furthest from you:: | Sarah | | The newest:: | Kaitlin | | ♥ Would You Ever ♥ | | Kiss your friends bf/gf:: | only VERY playfully, so everyone knew | | Steal a car:: | nope | | Make a sex tape:: | haha, prooooobably not | | Tp someones house:: | if they really friggin deserved it | | Hit a cop:: | haha, nope | | Drive while having sex:: | that seems incredibly dangerous... | | Have sex in your parents bed:: | that would just be inconvenient | | Give road head:: | buh! | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| This message seems sad, but it's really more of an announcement |
[21 Dec 2005|08:53pm] |
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...He's got fasting black lungs
Made of clove splintered shardes
They're the kind that will talk
Through a weezing of coughs...
Man, I don't wanna hurt anyone. I try to be nice and stuff. Once in a while I might feel that someone isn't worth being nice to, but generally I try to be nice. I mean, shouldn't we all just be nice to each other? Wouldn't the world be a better place? Why is that literally impossible? The thing is, even if everyone can't like everyone else, it's like, two people that could easily like each other won't, and I just don't get it. There's too much back talk, everyone talks, and it's never good. When I talk about people when it's not around, it's almost always in praise of someone, because they are a good person and deserve creit for that. And there are planty of people I know like that. But for every one that is that way, it seems there are a hundred snakes, ready to strike with their twisted talk. Well, I'm not ranting about anyone or thing in particular, just, looking at the whole picture, it makes me sad. But, I guess that's a part of diversity. There are nice people, there are mean people, there are sensitive people, there are cold people. Are these differences not as distinct as skin color or body type? Alright, here's what this boils down to. People should be more caring, more accepting, and less uptight. Let's all enjoy our lives, shall we? Smiley.
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[15 Dec 2005|10:15pm] |
Hullo! I am not Erik.. but shhh, don't tell him I'm typing in his journall
tee heee
I have to leave! ahhhhh!
ciao
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| That's the ticket! |
[30 Nov 2005|11:35pm] |
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I was putting out mountains of trash tonight, and I happened to look up on my way back in, and the stars were like, on fire, they were burning so intensely bright. It was unreal, like, the night sky I'de expect to see out in the country, with no city lights. Unbelievable, the things I've seen recently...
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[23 Nov 2005|02:35pm] |
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So, my dad got me up at around nine this morning to work on some house in Cape Elizabeth. I had gone to sleep at around three the night before, so I'm a little sleepy-feeling now. But it was cool. Today was the first time I'd been to the ocean in snowfall. I think it was one of the most beautiful things I've ever witnessed. Everything just looked so crisp and perfect, and there was huge surf, like nothing I've seen on any Maine beach. While I was working I could hear this sound, like thunder, coming from the waterline. Holy god, it was just magnificent, I wish I had had a camera...
Well, back from one job and off to another. Civic Center at 5:30. See y'alls.
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[18 Nov 2005|06:44am] |
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Sigur Ros is coming to the civic center february 26th. Thought people might want to know.
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[15 Nov 2005|07:12am] |
There are barn doors
And there are revolving doors
Doors on the rudders of big ships
We are revolving doors
There are doors that open by themselves
There are sliding doors
And there are secret doors
There are doors that lock
And doors that don't
There are doors that let you in
And out
But never open
But they are trapdoors
That you can't come back from
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[15 Nov 2005|07:04am] |
A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired and unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent
This is my final fit, my final bellyache with
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please
Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)...
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| I just don't get it |
[11 Nov 2005|10:22pm] |
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My eating habits are weird too. Most of the time I just don't feel that hungry, or I do, but when I get food I don't eat it.
Maybe this is happening because I always feel like no matter what I do, I'm disappointing someone. I dunno, I just want some clairvoyance...
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| What the hell is going on? |
[11 Nov 2005|04:45pm] |
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I don't know what's going on, but something is happening to me. Today my dad said he noticed that my social life has kind of slowed down, and I'm home a lot more. But I'm not really doing anything when I am home. I have so much to do, too. I have a ridiculous amount of English work right now, and all my college preparation, and I'm just not doing it, or anything else. I've noticed that I've just said a lot of stupid things lately too, like my mind just keeps messing things up when I try to say them. I feel happy enough when I'm with people, but, this is just... weird, I dunno. My parents think I've been depressed recently. I can't explain what's happening to me. Maybe it'll change, I have no idea.
well, off to work...
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[06 Nov 2005|07:18pm] |
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Well, work, you've done it. You successfully destroyed any potential happiness I could have had all weekend. So lame...
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[01 Nov 2005|08:28pm] |
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I get worried sometimes, but I can't do anything about it so why worry? I can only pray, that's all. This probably makes no sense to ANYONE, but that's ok.
I have really grown to detest any media-based communication, like instant messaging, or this, or myspace, or anything else like it. It takes away from humanity, I think. It sucks up so much of our time, and in the end, you're just talking to a screen. You're typing words to a computer. It's just not genuine. That person isn't hearing you, they're seeing your words, if you get my drift. Of course, here I am, doing exactly what I hate, because it's become a part of me. in truth, it's hard to function effectively without having these things. What can we do? What happened to phone calls? what happened to hearing the voice of the person you were talking to? seeing their face? interpereting their emotions? it's all gone because of this crapola. Wow, what a rant, and now I'm just repeating myself, and still being a hypocrite...
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[24 Oct 2005|10:04pm] |
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mmm, I'm thinking about those nights where we would talk to each other until we went to bed. I would sit out on my couch with all the lights out, looking out the window at the street lights, and imagining the night sky beyond, and thinking about you, and hearing your tired voice. Mmmmm, wonderful wonderful nights, it makes me want to go sleep on the couch.
I love you dearly... muah!
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| To sleep, and perchance, dream... |
[11 Oct 2005|06:38am] |
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I really need to find a way to kill my dreams. I'd rather have hours of black than this. It's killing me.
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[27 Sep 2005|10:48pm] |
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Don't even listen to this, because it's not gonna come out the way I mean it, I just can't assemble my thoughts...
I really just hope that the decision you made was the right one. I hope that through what happened, you will be able to find whatever you need to, be at peace with all your demons, become closer to accomplishing all the goals you couldn't before. I hope more than anything that you get everything you should have out of this... because if this was the wrong decision... I don't even know what I'm saying...
my feelings for you aren't dissolving... I haven't stopped thinking about you... even when I'm with friends, laughing my head off, there's this little picture of you in the back of my head that keeps springing up.
ugh, I just don't know what to do. I can't really do anything... I guess I'll just keep on going...
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[26 Sep 2005|08:38pm] |
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From the mouth of Mr. Coyne...
"and some of you guys, you're in relationships right now, and you know, it's the most wonderful thing to experience in the whole world! You just can't get enough of each other, you love each other so much, you love the feel of that person, you love being with them, you love doing anything with them, and that's what it's all about, you know, it's the best feeling in the whole world."
wow, I really can't believe he said that...
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[20 Sep 2005|06:33am] |
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The cemetery. Fine Arts Night. Junior Prom. Band practices. Punky's. Flatbreads. My house. Your house. The waterfront. West end. The Sea Dogs. Shaw's. Jordan's house. Celia's house. Cumberland Farms. Seven Eleven. Chevelle. Jimmy Eat World. Macaroni Grill. Brandon's house. Blunt. My camp. The beach. The mall. Old Navy. Terget. The movies. Meagen's house. Lindsay's house. Sophi's house. The football game. Portland High. Deering High. South Portland High. Denny's. Friendly's. The fair. Old Orchard Beach. The path near your house. Your lawn. The boulevard. The cemetery...
Kissing in a thunderstorm, cemetery walks late at night, going to the concerts, seeing Garden State, bringing you out to lunch, bringing you to the movies, being with you for your saddest moments, watching your childhood videos, playing you songs, biking everywhere with you, listening to the Gorillaz, writing what I felt for you, going to my camp with you, having you stay the night, laying in the grass with you, staring into your eyes, waking up to your face, having you ride with me on the back of the Polaris, being so timid at first, learning to open up later on, giving you back massages, making each other feel so happy, bragging to my friends about you, making you laugh, holding you so close, helping you deal with things, going to band practices, hanging out with Jordan and Dave and Brandon and Celia and Kasi, thinking of you when I read my summer reading, dreaming of you, feeling so in my place with you, feeling so comfortable with you, carrying you on my back uphill or when your feet hurt, being in love with you...
Thinking about going to Interpol, Kings of Leon, Nickel Creek, and Nine Inch Nails with you, about going apple-picking with you, about bringing you out to dinner at the Macaroni Grill, about being able to now drive you around when I need to, about experienceing the fall with you. Oh my god, I have to stop...
I can't just forget.... I need time, a lot of time, but I don't want to make things worse...
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[10 Aug 2005|09:16am] |
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| MULLET!!! DARF!!!! |
[03 Aug 2005|03:27pm] |
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Oh, what a couple of days it has been. I went to see Chevelle with Lily, and Brandon was there. I know Lily doesn't like the music, but she wanted to go, and I love her company so much. I'm gonna list of some greatnes about her later. I wnjoyed the concert, and so did Brandon. Then the beach yesterday, with Jordan and his family. We couldn't find his mom though, so it was a long time of walking and NOTHING ELSE. But good times nonetheless. And I started talking to he and his cousin Jake about how wonderful Lily is. Jordan then deftly unleashed one of the greatest lines ever, "you know what Erik? you can take your shiny girlfriend, your pinch harmonics, and your nine to five, and you can shove it!" Man, that is classic. Then work, I got to finally SEE my darling, and then I tried to support Dave, cuz his girlfriend was delayed in Europe. Man, I feel bad for him. Then a night at Jordan's with the gang, good times, even though I was exhausted for some reason. OKAY, now for Lily.
Lily, I love you because...
You love, appreciate and respect me as much as I do you
Your love and passion for music is one of the most astounding things I have ever seen, I know no other girls who have such an interest, and can play! Jeeze!
You show so much compassion for everyone you know, your feelings are so blatantly displayed, it's a beautiful thing
You enjoy my friend's company so much, you enjoy hanging out with us all
You laugh at my jokes, you think I'm funny, and you chime in, you have your own sense of humor
You're so real, you don't fall into the crap that so many other girls do
You broke down the wall that I put around myself, the wall that prevents me from letting others get close. And you broke it down right away, almost the first time we met
You're so off the wall and spontaneious, not afraid to make a fool of yourself, which is something I highly value and love to see
You are a beautiful person, and you aren't ashamed of nearly anything about yourself the way many girls are
You see something in me that I never knew was there, the love that you unlocked, and it's one of the most wonderful things I've ever experienced
You are very smart, you know the difference between right and wrong, and you can see when others have done either
You're so freakin cool! I can't believe it! GAH!
and there are so many more, they are always popping into my head at different times, so know that that isn't all. I love you for so many reasons, and in so many ways
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[01 Aug 2005|02:13am] |
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Lily, I am so sorry. Tonight is the first time I've really cried in a long long time. I don't ever want anything to happen to you, Lily, ever, and I am so sorry for what you have already gone through. I want to just hold on to you, and comfort you, and be comforted by you, and I don't ever want you to think of yourself as anything less than beautiful, because you truly are the most beautiful and amazing girl I've ever met. I love you so much, Lily, and I need you
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